Tuesday, October 04, 2005
This post is going to be anything but coherent. Is it difficult to handle too many things, especially when each one demands a certain amount of attention and dedication to work? If you can't take the heat, then don't bother getting yourself involved in so much stuff. Be it friends, work, family, and any other extra stuff that you feel you want to have a go at. Sometimes, it just messes up your life and then when you start complaining, it's difficult for others to understand what you're saying, or worse, think that you deserve it. After all, there really isn't any point in wanting to be involved in so many things and then end up not excelling in anything at all. And from the point of human relationships, you just end up losing the friends that you were close to, just because you didn't have time. Or in other words, couldn't be bothered. I've had it with people that flit from group to group, and just because a newer, more exciting world comes along, you take it and leave the ones that know you best far behind. That's what I can't stand. There isn't a point in being involved in something new, something fun, something exciting, but which doesn't last. New experiences are good - they're full of richness, excitement, complexity, intensity and vibrancy. But let's not forget the past too - a past filled with warmth, love, friends, good memories; a past that is familiar. Isn't life about building memories and relishing them as we travel the path? So why choose to forget or ignore these memories that are a part of you? Why just concentrate on what's new and exciting, leaving the old behind? Can you really blame us if we decide we want out too? Can you really blame us if we don't recognise you anymore?Don't blame me.
lying among the petals 2:56 PM
