Friday, November 18, 2005
I remember I was saying once in CG that I emit a rather even-tempered manner most of the time, but when I get pushed to my limit, I'll just lose it and detonate. And nobody believed me. Greg even told me that I think too highly of myself. At that time, I did consider what he said, but decided that it wasn't true, and that I do give hell to someone if he or she deserves it. And I still stand by what I said. There are just some people that have zero E.Q, talk way too loudly, are much too egotistical, and much too obnoxious for their own good. And tonight, I lost my temper at someone exactly like that. And although I know it was a totally un-Christian thing to do, it felt good. To those who were there, sorry, I must have shocked you guys a bit and let you see an ugly side of me that would probably be snuffed for awhile now. But I really don't regret what I said, cos he deserved it. --------------------------------------------On another thought: Am I that easy to read? I was talking to someone on msn just a little while ago, and he asked me if I'm ok, cos he felt that I was different tonight. It's hard to tell someone's mood on MSN, and especially if it's a person that doesn't know you that well yet, it's even harder to tell. And I thought I hide my feelings pretty well most of the time.
lying among the petals 4:31 PM
